This is my second fangirling journey that I'm going to share, yep it's about One Direction. I forgot when did I really like them for the first time but I started to regularly watch their videos after they released 'What Makes You Beautiful'. I was already in college back then in 2011 (jeez I feel so old) and in my inner circle friends I was the only one who knew them.
At first, I was just curious who One Direction was because many of my mutual on twitter were talking about them. The very first I checked them, they had not had their official song and I was still caught up with Justin so I did not really mind them. Then, in the 2011 when they released 'What Makes You Beautiful' they really caught my attention.
Moreover this guy right here
Yep, I was a Zayn girl at first
The thing about liking someone in a band is that even though you have your own favorite, but somehow you can not just neglect the other members and you can not help and fall in love with the others too. After watching their video dairies, I just like them even more.
What I hate of being in multi fandoms is that when my faves are put in a category and against each other, it was really hell. Beliebers and Directioners were seldom in a good term because of that. Insulting each other and bringing others' fave down were so common. I know not all people in the both fandoms are like that but most of them are like that. Since I'm in the both fandoms, I can't help but just watch, I just wanted to support my faves and those kind of things really made me upset.
The saddest thing I feel when I'm being a fan of One Direction is that when Zayn left. I was crying I'm not lying. Even though Zayn later on he has his own solo career but somehow it just felt different. Not long after that, the other boys also took a break and pursuing their own solo, it made me even sadder. I always want to hear their own solos on their very own songs but I'm sad watching they parted ways like this. I hope they will be back in the near future. I miss their works as a group.
This is the end of my post, but not the end of fangirling journey because I still have another story about this. I'm gonna see you all on my next post! ☺️
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